I'm a dumbass.

I know I'm a  dumbass for letting you get out of my life that easily, but I didn't want you to stay if you were not comfortable being by my side. The only thing I've always wanted was to see you happy, smiling all around and being alright with your people. I wanted to be one of those who makes you smile one more time, but I suppose you didn't want me to be that one.